Dear Steven,
Your communication is full of passion. I hear your determination to trust God. I’ve also been threatened by a powerful, deathly energy from satan that rocked me to my core. In that moment, I’d heard the bad news, stopped breathing and accepted the painful doom of uncertain doubt.
But glory to God, there’s a better choice. God whispered to me during one of my episodes, “The ability to remember to walk in love occurs easiest when the satanic momentum is only tainting your ego through everyday relations - be kind ALWAYS.”
Pause. Breathe. Focus.
What His spirit anointed me with…first, still my soul. Pause my reactions. Breath deeply. Quiet my thoughts. Calm my emotions. Second, focus on the results that I expect from Him. Of course I expect to win, so I imagine what winning would look like for me. And answer that demonic force properly, “All is well. My God’s promises for me shall come to pass. With long life shall He satisfy me…”
RejoiceThere is a rush of powerful, new energy with the influx of information. At that moment, you get to decide how you will use it. If the initial hearing was a shock, shift that energy from worry to a warrior’s tool and move forward.