Tonight, I’ve laid under the undercarriage of mom’s car.
“From this day forward, I choose God as my very own Father.”
…I need The Miracle Maker.
For verily I say unto you, That whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith. Mark 11:23
…Gina, we ought to persistently pray and not lose heart, because if we keep saying to God avenge me of my adversary. He will give us justice.
I keep belief in my heart - miracles happen everyday.
Offense lurks in the atmosphere, looking for a wound, a troubled soul to enter and attack….my soul is gouged and bleeding.
So many people.
Church. School. Grocer. Strangers. Relatives. Friends. I’m offended by the paparazzi style attention.
I feel stress exploding within… without a justified frown.
I’m sick and tired of therapy and “Oh my, what happened to you Dear?”
Mom said, “miracles cannot occur outside of love.”… I release any stagnant, corrosive bitterness… I accept the power of love to flow throughout my temple.
By His word, it shall come to pass. I WILL guard the love that’s been sowed in my heart..His promises SHALL come to pass for me.
I Am a daughter of Abraham, i shall be loosed from this bond of offense?
Calmly meditating on love, joy, peace, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control, a whispering thought came rushing in, “What do you expect?”
…I expect my Lord to say unto me, Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many.
I know, His gentle voice of wisdom, it holds great clarity when my soul is at rest.
Rest your thoughts Gina.
Rest your emotions Gina.
Rest your voice Gina.
Rest your being Gina.
I believe something wonderful is coming my way.
My morning commute greeted me with…
….Road rage from a “I can’t stop at stop signs” driver.
…The break room gossip is about how terrible the president is.
….I didn’t sleep well last night.
But yet this morning. I’m different. I pause and whisper, ”I believe in the promises that are written in Deuteronomy 28. My beliefs shall be revealed by fire; the fire will prove me.
Regardless of how tough the circumstances. I AM patient and kind; I do not envy or boast; I AM not arrogant or rude. I do not insist on my own way; I AM not irritable or resentful; I do not rejoice at wrongdoing, but I rejoice with the truth. I believes all good things, hope in all good things, endure all things. I shall not fail. . I shall not lose heart.
I took deep breaths and slowly exhaled out my mouth. And again. And again.
I remembered my core beliefs and believe them over my circumstances…..
Pause. Smile. React.
I allow triggered remarks to pass with gratitude.
Knowing, everything that I will ever experience, is a direct manifestation of where I’ve focused my conscious and subconscious energy, so when I choose to pause, then focus on love, I win.
I obtained the secret.
And I’ll share.
Pause. Stay calm. Remember core beliefs and how to apply them, regardless of how tough the circumstances. Focus on Love and win.
